Ever wonder what your purpose in this life is?If you don't then kudos to you, because everyday, and every moment of everyday I wonder. Oh, I used to feel that I had purpose, last year for 2 months(before my infant son passed away in my arms), and in early 2001, in the days before 9-11(thriving net business, money to help other people).I only deserve what other people seem to have; love,a family, a home and all that bs. I know those things have to be worked for and I think I may have the love p...

I saw something very disturbing today. As we shopped in Wallysworld we saw a small girl around 4 or 5 already being trained by her parents to be a vessil of hate. She was walking around like a little Nazi soldier and doing the heil. I was very upset by this ,as if parents wish to indoctrinate their children into hate orginizations then they make their children outcasts unto scocirty and one of those I am sworn to protect the innocent against. Some things, like blatant hate, SHOULD be kept in...