Well its comming back again........ My little friend depression. Makes me feel like a little child terrifed by the bumps in the night. Makes me desire to feel pain so I know I am alive. I feel absolutely useless. And I swear "he" is trying to make me fat so "he" has a reason to leave me. I am already fat, what reason, and why would "he" want to do this to me?

Hey----- Yeah I am back I guess there's just nothing to talk about or I am just so damn forgetful that I have something to say and then I just like zone it I dunno It's been a little over a year since my 2 month old so died--- I am doing better now--- Mostly because he told me he plans to come back as my lesbian daughter (men go figure) Also I have met 5 of my 6 children, and one of them was a former Royal!!! The crappy thing is 3 of my children have a connection they didn't even kno...

Well it sorta looks like things in my business are looking up. I found some realy good wholesalers to use and I keep checking the bargain bins at like Freds and other fine stores. I am also selling cards for my fiances boss and he has some damn expendy ones too! hopefully all this hard work will get us the $$$ we need to take aour vaction this year. We realy want to go to a waterpark in Spokane that looks way sweet and then down to Boise to visit his family and go to Roaring Sprin...

Ever wonder why you are on this planet? Of all the possible choices when you were asked "WHich planet would you like?" ever wonder WHY you picked this filthy piss hole? I don't realy have that luxury as I was brought to this rock and I often wonder why this rock was picked of all the other planets out there. I am quite sure there was a better choice, or maybe I was just susposed to suffer miserably while life that was better went on around me. I suppose I had it good. My twin brother spen...